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I sometimes feel I've become too eager...

Mon Sep 21, 2009, 1:13 AM
  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: Bevis and Butthead over the roar of the AC
  • Reading: You Suck: A Love Story
  • Watching: Bevis and Butthead
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
All of my life I felt I would become someone...famous. Not movie star famous, but scientist famous, psychologist famous, important the the human race somehow. With my environment as of late, those thoughts have slight altered. Sometimes I find myself wondering if...maybe I have become too eager in my want of things out of life.. A nice big house with my wife, full of kids and animals, an easy life. Sometimes I wonder if my role in the world has already been chosen for me...and if so is that role going to be that forty year old woman who lives alone working at a local gas station for the rest of he life? Inside of my I don't dare think of that as my future...but sometimes I can't help but wonder if fate is against me and I am just riding the current no matter how hard I kick and scream and beg for help..

Anyway...this was just a little slice into what I think about at night when I can't sleep. Or I have slept and am awake for no apparent reason. Maybe it's my fear of being attacked at night by the living dead kicking in...the need to stay awake and protect those who are asleep. Who knows! Thanks for reading! 8D

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  • Current Residence: Nowhere, Texas
  • Interests: Writing, RPing, tea cups, all different kinds of tea, looking to see if people mention me, gay boys.
  • Favourite movie: Fight Club, The Fifth Element, The Professional, Elephant, Mr. and Mrs. Smith.
  • Favourite band or musician: Maynard James Keenen.
  • Favourite genre of music: Most anything.
  • Favourite artist: Taru.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Rachel, Epiphani, Taru, Me, Kattie.
  • Favourite photographer: Epiphani.
  • Favourite style of art: Taru.
  • Operating System: Toshiba Satellite Laptop named Michel. :3
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Wallpaper of choice: It really depends on my mood for the day. I change it way too much. -_-'''
  • Skin of choice: None.
  • Favourite game: Tetris.
  • Favourite gaming platform: My sexually active laptop Michel, he likes yaoi a lot. >:B
  • Personal Quote: There is always someone somewhere that will listen...you just have to think.........
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, paper, pen, eraser, lots of coffee, lots of anime, lots of lack of sleep.

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~Osanagokoro Sep 19, 2009, 11:49:22 AM
Wow, a watch AND a fave? Flattery abounds!

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Ah, swearing--beloved crutch of the intellectually deviant.
--JV

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~Suzuka666 Sep 20, 2009, 2:47:52 AM
Well you are an amazing artist! I'd like to see more of your work. ^^

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If the mother goes to bed with you.
Would you run and tell the papers.
How she picked you from a line in up and downtown Philadelphia with a cigarette hanging out of your mouth and Henry Miller in your back pocket.
You little fu*ker.
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~Osanagokoro Sep 20, 2009, 9:34:18 PM
You're only too kind.

I'm planning on putting more work up soon, for the first time in a while--was just sketching up a storm last night.

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Ah, swearing--beloved crutch of the intellectually deviant.
--JV

I'm Makino in the deviantART One Piece Crew!
:iconsuzuka666:
~Suzuka666 Sep 23, 2009, 7:59:58 PM
I want to add some more things on here as well. I can only take pictures of the things that I've drawn but I have a better quality camera so my pictures will be much clearer. When do you like to draw? At what times? Like day or night or all the time?

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If the mother goes to bed with you.
Would you run and tell the papers.
How she picked you from a line in up and downtown Philadelphia with a cigarette hanging out of your mouth and Henry Miller in your back pocket.
You little fu*ker.
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~Osanagokoro Sep 25, 2009, 1:36:45 AM
I usually do all my serious drawing at night, though I do sketches and the like during the day.

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--JV

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Mood: Cheerful ~DarkSpawn666 Jul 14, 2008, 12:55:42 PM
hey it's been I while how are ya?^^

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~Suzuka666 Sep 4, 2009, 3:02:52 PM
Hi! It has been a long time. O_O I just now got back on here. I hope you still remember me. xD

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If the mother goes to bed with you.
Would you run and tell the papers.
How she picked you from a line in up and downtown Philadelphia with a cigarette hanging out of your mouth and Henry Miller in your back pocket.
You little fu*ker.
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